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Please, if you did or do care....losing faith

Tue Sep 23, 2008, 9:07 PM
i can't find who i was before everything thats happend to me. I can't breath the same way i use to. Everything is like i have no hope on my side and no one to be my friend. it's like at every turn someone new has something they hate or can treat me like shit for. I'm so far into depression i can't think straight. i'm so alone, even with people i care about around, and it's starting to make me hate living. i don't want to die but i feel like i should everyday. I can't find hardly any reasons to smile any more. whats wrong with me? Why can't i just be happy and in love and have the life i deserve? Why is everything my fault? I need someone to see that i'm dying on the inside and i can't seem to help it myself, please if you ever did or do care...i need someone to talk to, i can't do this alone anymore.

loseing faith,
Cecelia

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  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: I am Ghost
  • Reading: Blood and Chocolate
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: with my hair
  • Eating: gum
  • Drinking: water

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  • Current Residence: SE 122nd
  • Interests: Fan Fiction, Movies, etc. lots of dark stuff
  • Favourite movie: The Lost Boys
  • Favourite band or musician: I like them all
  • Favourite genre of music: see above
  • Favourite artist: MMxVampire...absolutly fucking amazing
  • Favourite poet or writer: "Can you jiggle more then Jello?" -Hammy from Over the Hedge
  • Favourite photographer: MMxVampire,,,she's so fucking cool
  • Favourite style of art: I've got many styles, i just go with the flow and wear what ever i feel fits my mood that day.
  • MP3 player of choice: what choice? i just wish i had one to begin with.
  • Shell of choice: The one on 82nd * HA..Eat them apples*
  • Wallpaper of choice: Billy Joe Armstrong
  • Skin of choice: My boyfriends taste so good...*Wink*
  • Favourite game: The game of Life, tag...i'll always stop what i'm doing to play a fun game of tag.
  • Favourite gaming platform: A big ass chest board that you can play with ppl
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kenny, Stan, Kyle, Erik..Inuyasha...Meatwad, Master Shake, and Frilock
  • Personal Quote: A deep silence falls and all through out the night the dead sighed.
  • Tools of the Trade: money, my hands, and the pretty green plants my daddy sells*wink wink*

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~Slowlydying Feb 15, 2007, 6:04:16 AM
Thanks for the fave. :D

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Peace in the world or the whole world in pieces. :pride:
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~MMxVampire Jan 17, 2007, 4:19:58 PM
wow. your young and so talented. your writing is like a pro. keep it up girl. :kiss:

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Power corrupts, and corrupts absolutly.


Knightsofmoronicy! is th name of our youtube channel....lol heres a link check out some vids and the dance vids we put up :D
[link]
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~sarasgirlforlife Jan 17, 2007, 8:00:40 PM
thank you so much. i love to write. i do it when i need to get away from everything. i'm glad you like my work. much happiness and love to you,
cece

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MILK DUDS BITCH

nick name: Dark Kitten

HP fiction Fan
LOTR fiction Fan
all fucking kinds of fan fiction, i admit it, i'm an addict. HEHE
:iconmmxvampire:
~MMxVampire Jan 18, 2007, 12:30:13 PM
yes. :kiss: :heart: i cant write but i like to draw to escape reality.....:pills: :drugs:

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Power corrupts, and corrupts absolutly.


Knightsofmoronicy! is th name of our youtube channel....lol heres a link check out some vids and the dance vids we put up :D
[link]
:iconsarasgirlforlife:
~sarasgirlforlife Jan 19, 2007, 4:38:46 PM
FUN. tottaly...can't wait to see it. good luck.
cece

:giggle:

:dance: and.....

:weed:

it's all good!!!

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MILK DUDS BITCH

nick name: Dark Kitten

HP fiction Fan
LOTR fiction Fan
all fucking kinds of fan fiction, i admit it, i'm an addict. HEHE
:iconslowlydying:
~Slowlydying Oct 23, 2006, 1:20:26 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:

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Peace in the world or the whole world in pieces. :pride:
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~MysticStormCloud Sep 9, 2006, 11:05:58 AM
Thank you very much for the :+fav: :XD:

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"We all find time to do what we really want to do..." :XD:
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~the-dork-of-doom Sep 9, 2006, 10:49:18 AM
very nice gallery you have, and thank you the fav too

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My other signature is an Epic.

My gallery :spotlight-left:[link]:spotlight-right:
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~DarkLord75253 Jul 9, 2006, 1:20:19 PM
(Moo?)Oo.:poke:

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Macroscopic violation of special relativity = Making things do what they can't.
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~sarasgirlforlife Aug 12, 2006, 4:41:25 PM
'moo' is just something you say when your really exsited or really sad or really happy or really mad...it's just a word, but it;s fun to use. so MOO :)
i'm prolly getting a really good 8th today so i'll talk to you later.
love,
cece

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MILK DUDS BITCH

nick name: Dark Kitten

HP fiction Fan
LOTR fiction Fan
all fucking kinds of fan fiction, i admit it, i'm an addict. HEHE
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